lovemyday

Dear Friends,

I finished the marathon, thought only 20 kms today. I felt a little hard at the end of the race, i was feeling weak, though no pain, no feelings no gut feelings, just could not pick my legs up to make it in time. Now after a few hours, i just think ” what if santa was there behind my back or my front and encouraged me to walk. There were man in uniform encouraging me, old women and men too. But i think what i had in mind was santa.

Santa gives so many presents to so many children so many happy minutes to so many people all the time. I needed a little feeling of happiness at that time. i wanted to be one who gets a push from santa” hey Boy! you gonna start up now, i am getttin late”.
I would have broken the world records for that voice.
I know i have missed this feeling all my time. I give things my best, somewhere i back off. I don’t really know how the feeling is when someone you love is backing you up. i have tried so many times but i just don’t get it.

Made up a whole large family of unknowns, of men, women, ghosts, angels, books and Gods. But one man, always just misses me - SANTA.

Now the race is over. I will be moving out to my machines within a day or two. But the time that i have trying to run, trying to speak up with my old friends, words i have with the kenyan elite, and time i spent thinking about santa will las for long.
………………..Apurva

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