lovemyday

Hi,

Well it was great, to give the best run that could come out of me, that day.
It has been 7 days since those moments. It feels different after the time. Well it took me 2 days to get back physically. Though the return from there took a huge toll. The temp difference of 20 deg c is more then i could take, i fell sick. It was nothing. But now, i am back full, only physically. The run as expected, has chit me as expected.

I love those moments. i have had 3 days of duty, since then. My supervisor, been called in day time for ISO certf. work is on computers only in day time. I was the new charge of the team.

I feel lonely, After the run, i am feeling more lonely. Actually, i also went there in a faith, may be my old girl may reconsider me. But she is no where around.

The dream is out. New is in. SANTA. I am thinking of preparing a list of wishes for this christmas. I am preparing a wish list to ask from santa.

I need not ask for a small, micky mouse. But i am going to ask him to come to me, have a seat by my side, let me rest, for a moment or so, in his laps.
We always think to have a father who will be there to help us in depression, when we are down. I have always asked santa to help me out.

This year i pray for something more. Instead of asking him to give me a hug. I am planning to give a hug to life. Asking is good. But always! come on. I have found myself asking for a friend every year. God says, if you have to ask for something every year by year, again-n-again. Then you are on the wrong street. Its called begging for the illusion to happen. Trying to live in deza woo.

I want a real world for me. And it is there in open. Santa! please help me to be strong. and know that i am a good man. And i can still make my self up.

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