Jan 03 2009
Run! Run! Run!
Its just like gravity! I missed my bus again. I am here typing a post and will loose next bus again. I think-” I want to miss the bus”.
Went to watch a movie, i got late. Bought some other movie tickets. Went to the hall and realized ” I watched this movie last month”. God’s sake, The movie was not bad, but you know ”not like matrix” you can go and watch and it again-n-again. Ticket costed me about 70bucks that’s $2. During this time of recession, when i lost my phone too, its big money.
I still wonder, did where warren buffet got the first share to buy. I am trying to get that head, and man is that difficult. IT IS- take my word.
A good day went just out the window. Only good thing that happened- i deposited my bimonthly installments, and did deposit the electricity bill of my neighbour( which he had given to me 1 week back). Do you know what- i don’t feel to proud to act responsible. I don’t feel anything, i only feel my account drained by a couple of thousand bucks.
May what ever anybody say, but i liked the time i was waiting for christmas. I was thinking only about santa and was really charming with children. I loved it. Do you know! A child’s brain is most receptive. That’s why that say it is easy to deal with. My brain is also too much like that. I can receive anything and i mean anything.
On 1st of january, god gave me a beautiful night. I was there with my team, and hari decided to give me full freedom, my guys also gave me full freedom, that means i was alone doing the job. It was about 7-8 degree celsius, i think. And i got to do the maintainence of the spreader. and the mechanical pm of the gantry of the My cranes. plus he also let me do the TLS adjustment plus i also got to grease the spreader. Very bad that i found two damaged hydraulic oil filters. It hurts the equipments you know. Those of you who don’t understand the “ho ho ho” i used, it means, i was up whole night, jumping here and there with a bunch of spanners, rolling down on ground spreading grease with a paint brush.
AND it means when i got off the floor, i was painted black in colour. MY suit had a colouring in black. And i was smelling marvalous( It took me three baths to clean all that stuff from my face and hands). But it was cool! Imagine me in a nice black shirt, with a nice cream trousure( with some grease on it) walking in to the restaurant and trying to eat with black hands, the waiters and the guys near by me- were they amazed. They won’t understand.
The feeling of love is felt only by the one in love.
Anyways i had a nice sleep yesterday, then i decided to go for a fitness trial.
I WENT BACK JOGGING. Well it was dusk alright. But as will put it- it is the best pleasure in life( i don’t know about sex).
But it is one of the greatest pleasures that i will ever have. In the end of the run about 800 meters away from the residencial area. I did it, i went into the trance. I ran as i wanted to, fast as much as i could. As fast as was possible for me.
It is for these ten seconds that you live for, Those ten seconds, you and the world just don’t matter. You are the world, the life. You are all that exists. And when you finally stop. Its a life time that has passed. You have lived a complete life.
…………..Apurva
